Mad-Falacy

Let me tell you About the book of lies It is a book I finally read After countless tries It taught me life How to live and trust You have to read it It is a must It will make you cry Open your mind and soul Will help you see The fake from the real goals It hurts It heals Makes you doubt Makes you feel The first line was the worst Here it is plain and true Book of lies chapter one line one "I Love You"

Give someone everything They throw it away They forget the memories All in less than a day When you see her With someone besides you It sparks a flame inside Thet you will never subdue She takes and takes Never showing grattitude Then she breaks your heart And you are blamed for being rude Build a life together Waste time and years You get left with nothing But pain and dark fears After you broke my heart Im no longer scared of ghosts you see The dark truth is It's the living that terrify me

I don't need clothes She shelters me I don't need eyes Through her I see She dresses me up Gives me hope She keeps me fed With her I can cope I have no house I live in her heart I am never empty From her I wont part No need for oxygen I breathe her scent She keeps me warm She fixes my dents I don't need money Not a pound or dollar She is my everything My favorite soul and colour

They say someone kills them self Every forty seconds So less than a minute And someone snaps I reckon I don't blame them I envy them you see I wish I had the courage To set myself free Free from the rain The smog and dirt Free from the darkness The words that hurt I am trapped in a cage That amplifies the pain Seeing flashes of you It drives me insane They say someone kills them self Every forty seconds or so It has now been thirty Ten left, goodbye it's time to go

I hate you You damn disgrace I hate your body Your fucking ugly face Sick of your lies Your disgusting eyes Your betrayal I hope you die You fucking pig An insult to Earth Your mother should have Killed you before birth You are nothing A complete waste You spoil my senses From smell to taste I hate looking at you You don't even matter I swing my fist at your face... The mirror shatters

If you aren't having fun Aren't you entitled to leave Aren't you allowed to pick up a blade And pick up your sleeve Why must you stay And suffer through it When you have to keep walking Why can't you just sit Say fuck it And throw the towel in Why run in a race You will never win Why fake a smile For this hell called home Why try to fly When trapped in this dome I don't care If the movie is still playing I'm leaving the cinema Goodbye, i'm not staying

I can't take it It's eating me alive I can't let go My happiness it deprives I thought it was over I thought I forgot I thought I moved on I guess not It's so painful Save me please I'm begging i'm pleading I'm down on my knees My soul is melting My heart is feeding off the pain I'm forgetting what's happiness Seeing sunshine in the rain I'm sick of it Sick of staring at the phone Sick of sleepless nights Sick of feeling so alone

Now I will say The Things i'll never say Let me go Say I Slipped away I'm Losing grip Even though I love you It's so Complicated But I'm with you Goodbye Always yours I will be I know Everybody hurts So Don't tell me Jusr Runaway I will Wish you were here This is My Happy ending Let's Fall to pieces dear Smile please Even When you're gone I will smile too Just Keep holding on

Make a soundtrack With all my screams Create a new world Inside all my dreams Create your warmth From my anger within Make your food From my soul and skin Rely on me Consume my soul Take all of me To make you whole Let me be all of you Don't live alone Breath my air Speak with my tone When you are scared Use my fears To wash away your sins Use my tears

I feel lost Kinda empty I hope you feel The same without me I want to fly But I can't find my wings They are lost in a pile Of meaningless things From seeing you everyday To just once a week Makes life dim And dark and bleak Now it's always cold Even in the sun Was it my mistake Is this what I have done The problem is this I'm sure you know In order to love you forever I have to let you go

Well you can't help but wonder When you free your mind to wander Could he possibly have meant the things that he said? Before he left you wishing you were dead The words he whispered in your ear The warm feeling you had when he held you near When you wanted to cry But he made you feel as powerful as you can In a world where you just seem so small When worries would trouble you he would make you smile Just put your head on his chest and drift away for a while All the pain All the stress It would suddenly float away Til it came back Stronger in every way Because he doesn't care He never has It was a mask of the lies Let's take a moment to fal

 Mom... Did you just... Pills and whiskey down her throat As she slowly stumbles down the stairs. Yes. Through her cries and regret She begins crashing into walls. Panic. "Call 911!" I yell, as I begin holding my mother After she collapsed, her head hitting the floor. Why... I hear police sirens outside our home. My sister runs through the front door in fear. The paramedics begin asking her things That she barely knew the answer to. "What's your name?" "Do you know where you are?" And most importantly.. "Why did you do it?" ... "I didn't want to bother her anymore."

Dance in the rain Forget all my pain Smile at the clouds I want to dance in the rain Embrace the smell Sing my favorite songs... Dance in the rain ... Running through the rain Running with no shoes I want to dance in the rain Rain rain... Don’t go away Cleanse my body Feel free to stay Thunder thunder that beautiful sound Peaceful and calming To be around The sound of the water as cars rush by... It’s times like these i don’t wanna be dry Rain rain... I just want to dance in the rain

Will I ever fully understand Anything that I think I know? I blank into my own thoughts And away I go... Drifting into a world of wonder A world I uncover all the time What does my life have in store for me... Why must I wait to find out? I’m not a patient person And I get filled with all this doubt I think about my future And where I may be A world of unanswered questions is all I seem to see But it’s okay I’ll eventually know For now i’ll continue to wonder And drift among my thoughts For I am young :3

The sound of the rain The chill from the wind Definitely not helping this broken heart mend Why does this happen? Staring out my window As we drive down the road I slowly go into my depression mode I blank into my own thoughts Suddenly i’m not sure why my vision is blurry I’m squinting my eyes and blind with fury Is it the rain streaking down the windshield? Or the tears streaming from my eyes? Why is this happening? All the stress is tearing me apart I’m going insane I’m sick of the rain But i’ll let it keep pouring down From hopes that maybe i’ll eventually drown

A burning feeling, not warm like joy, but scorching. Scorching like a hot iron. Rage Nothing else matters but the cause, and yourself. Primitive in nature we cling to it, clinging to that for guidance. Rather than shun it we embrace it. Like wiled animals it leads us. Leading with a cold, iron fist. Rage

If I died tonight, No one would really care, I doubt that anyone would notice, If I wasn't there. There wouldn't be anyone looking, For where my crumpled body lay, Nobody would give a damn, If they didn't see me today. If I take this blade, Go a little too deep, Nobody would notice, If I didn't wake from my sleep. Not a single soul, Will miss me if I go, Not a single tear will fall, This I truly know. It's all because I'm a nobody girl, I mean nothing to people I meet, I'm the face nobody remembers, To my best friend a stranger in the street.

They call me heartless And I know, it's true For I had buried it on the same day and in the same grave that consumed you . . . It's just that... MY LOVE! I found it returning to me for that one moment, after eleven years When I sat by you today And mumbled I LOVE YOU . . . AND I MISS YOU! So, please take it back with you For it was your parting gift And I have no right to keep it Thank you!